My Apology

So there are A LOT of people i should say sorry to... This is really hard for me to say because it just letting me prove to myself that i was wrong (more then once ) in a way i guess.This has been haunting me the past few months so i NEED to get it off my chest..... I have done somethings that i am not proud of but, i do not regret them because i wouldn't be who i am today if these things would have happened any other way... This is some what of a journal so this post may be boring to you and i don't care if you don't read it.... It wont hurt my feelings one bit but i know that i have to write this because it hurts me to think back at some of the REALLY good people that i have wronged and didn't deserve it! So here is my apology to the ones i hurt because i thought money was more important then you, because it wasn't, you were my best friend and you helped me in more ways then i could ever repay you for! You took me in when not even my mom wanted me in her house and helped me with money when i didn't have a job and i screwed you over for more money i know sorry will never be enough but i feel like its a really good start and i'm sorry to my friends that i picked a stupid little boy over being your best friend there is no boy worth fighting with your best friend who i knew  you know would have always be there for but because i chose someone (who might i add i'm no longer with) over being friends with you we never talk anymore.....and to my family when i thought that i knew my was the right way and EVERYTHING you said was wrong and i gave you hell and now you are the biggest influents' of my life and you still loved me through everything we went through i just want to say i'm sorry and thanks for always being there for me